Truth is,

I really wish you didn’t treat me this way after everything. I put up with you. I put up with the fights you constantly picked everyday. I put up with you constantly getting mad at me for the tiniest things while I look beyond that with you. I accepted and loved you for the way you are and stood by your side. I kept trying no matter how much you tried pushing me away. I know you only did it because you’re scared. Scared to find someone who would actually care enough about you to stick around and put up with your craziness and bullshit everyday. And come running after you every single time you leave her. You left, wanting me to find “someone better” because you know I can handle you but you can’t handle me. You say I don’t deserve someone as shitty as you, but that’s only in your eyes. In my eyes, there’s so much more to you. There’s a puzzle waiting to be solved and treasures within you, to be discovered. I see beyond the fights and arguments. We always got through them and I know that if you ever needed me, I would try my best to be there for you, whether it’s by phone, text, or even if I have to find a way to go all the way over there to give you comfort. I never wanted you to leave. You made me happy and your personality is just so unique. Even though you’re complicated.. In the end, it would be worth it. You’re worth it because if you have to work hard for something, it will be worth it and if something comes to you easily, what’s the worth/value to it?